Remembering and Dreaming of you  / Diante Wayne ((Close friend since in Jr. High) )

Hey Bradman!

     

       It seems to be you have been gone too long. Why did you have to leave? I miss you terribly  Your passing gave me a broken heart  I'm doing okay at home. I was getting bored. I won't be anymore because I'm going to California with my dad this summer. I'm so excited!!!!! It will be fun. I have friends who live there and I'm going to visit them. I will tell them so many stories about you. I hope you still have a smile on your face  I know you don't want me to be sad. You just want me to have fun and have a good summer. I also know you will be watching me  I've known you for two years. I never forget sixth grade. You were a funny guy. I miss one of your jokes. Your memories won't go away. Your memories will live on. I wrote poems about you. It's called "Dreaming of You". I prayed to God to tell him that you will come to my dreams so I could hear your laugh. These years are coming by so fast. I wish you were here. You should have stayed alive. You could have gone to highschool, make alot of new friends, be a class clown like you were before, try-out for sports, going to a prom and become a prom king for senior year. Those activities isn't the same without you. We need you, Braden. You have kept in touch with us in the past. God knows that we miss Braden, our comedian hero. You're our only Braden we have. I pray that you will be by my side. I love you, Bradman.

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Hello Braden  / Rose McPhee Leo's Mom

Hi Braden
I am the mom to Leo who at sixteen became a victim to this game he called space monkey. I seen the bloodshot eyes, mood swing marks on his neck (I thought they were what he called neck kisses) how wrong! When my son asked me two days before e died if I knew what space monkey was, I had no idea, he died.
Braden I am doing a walk a thon on May 18th here in my city of Saint John NB
We are walking to bring awareness to this game so parents & kids know the signs, names of this game many of Leo’s friend are walking with us I have bracelets-shirts & any donation 100% of the proceeds go to DARE in our city to get this game into the Dare Program & Schools.
Braden I am walking for my son but I promise you I am also walking for you and every child who has died I will proudly walk in all your memories & carry you in my heart.
I have don so many interviews in this past month I want the Police and Medical Examiners to understand our children death or accidents .Leo’s medical examiner did take a stand he said yes this game does exists, Leo’s death was ruled accidental death due to the choking game Leo death was not the intended out come
Braden I will keep you in my prayers when you see Leo please ask him if he will visit his mom dreams and could you tell him I am sorry I did not know what he was trying to tell me, I miss him with each breath
Thank you Braden

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I LOVE YOU, BRADEN, MY FUNNY BUDDY!!!!!!!  / Diante Wayne (Friend)

Hey Braden,

         I'm doing okay at school. The food was great. I like it. I was thinking about you at lunch  I miss you terribly. You are that guy that I truly think of. I made some new friends. I bet you're happy. I told them about you They said that you were a good person. I hope I see you in my dreams. GOOD NIGHT MY FUNNY BRADEN!!!! I LOVE YOU ,MAN!!!!

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HAPPY SAINT PATRICK'S DAY BRADEN  / Rose Mom To Leo McPhee Vivtim To The Choking Game

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My favorite funny friend in the whole wide world!!  / Diante Wayne (Friend)

    Hey buddy,

             What can I say? I miss you so much. It's been a long time since 2005 the last time I saw you. Your friends from UnderDown who are in high school with me now. They really miss you alot, Braden. We were talking about you. We also miss your smile, your laugh, the color of your eyes, your hair-style and your funny jokes. You've made us laugh big time. It was so hard on May 25, 2006 in eighth grade graduation because you didn't come. I was crying for a minute when I saw your parents on stage. The present that they recieve was your cap and gown. We wish you were in four years in high school with us. It will be alot of fun. If you were here right now, I just want you to make me laugh. I'll laugh harder and harder. I wouldn't care if my stomach was hurting or not. When I do something fun, I'll dedicate those to you. You were a great comedian that I can have as a friend. Even when I go places I will always think about you inside. When I have a son, I'll call him Braden. I'll remember you forever. I LOVE YOU!!!                       

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happy b-day lil Bro  / Trey Fisk
Hey bro... im sorry i didnt write on ur b-day, i tried... i just couldnt stop cryin long enough to type... Braden i love you and miss you terribly... Your passing has had a tremendous affect on me. People often ask if i pray to you... i say yes every night... every night before i go to bed i look@the picture i have of u in my room and ask you to visit me in my dreams... just so i can hear that laugh that i miss so much... or the way you were always tryin to get me to let you ride the 4 wheeler... you would tell me that youve been riding since before i was born...or how you would come over and eat everything in sight, and never leave w/o a pocket full of my moms candy that i got yelled at for u takin haha... i miss everything we did... every laugh we shared... every moment i spent with you... you me josh and tj were always doin sumthin... the otherday sumone was talkin bout bird hunting, and i told them the story bout how when u and larry got pellet guns and shot everything that landed on the fence...  your mom was so mad...haha... fun times... the little things are what i miss most... 3 years is way too long... the memories were so fond it seems like it was last week... i remember in detail alot things... you will always be my inspiration to better myself... and to help others...words cant even begin to describe the sadness i still feel when i talk about you, or when i visit this website... i love lookin at all the pics, but it just brings me down... i know you still have that same sneaky smile... there are so many things left unsaid, and so many questions... but in the end bro... you will for ever be my CARNA... my lil fishin, scorpion-lizard catchin, and dove huntin buddy... I LOVE YOU BRADEN... R.I.P. Lil Bro... Close

...gosh hun i miss yu happy late bday  / Angela Montiel (Friend)
happy late 16th birthday braden,, im sorry im
a lil late i dint 4get i juz havent been able
2 get on .. wow hun i wish yu could be here
i really do.. i miss yu soo much more than
any words can explain i would do anythin
2 c yu one last time juz 2 give yu a hug hear
yur voice anything =(.. i wish there was a
way i really do.. i wanna do all tha things
we would talk bout doin. yur always on my
mind wen im awake wen i sleep all tha time
im always wonderin bout yu.. i had a dream bout
yu i wish it wud have never ended =(.. i got 2
hear yu again i dint wana let go. i cant
wait till i c yu again =(..i bought a lil cake
and lit a candle juz 4 yu .. 4 sum reason
i felt lyke yu wer wit me standin nxt 2 me.
smiling. i wipe away all ma tears and keep
a smile on ma face juz 4 yu braden i love &&
miss yu =(. wishin yu were here wit me even if
its juz 4 a couple of mins =(. i love yu
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Thinking of Braden today  / Colin's Mom

Every day is rough- I know you know what I mean. But not having our boys with us for their 16th birthdays is especially hard.  I have a candle lit for Braden tonight.  Trish

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Happy Birthday  / Mom (Mom)
Hey baby.  Happy 16th birthday, this would have been a big one huh?  I so wish I could sing Happy Birthday to you and give you a big hug.  My heart hurts so bad,  I miss my Braden and your laugh, your jokes, your dirty hand prints on the wall as you ran up the stairs, what I would give to see one of your handprints on that wall.  I keep thinking about your last birthday we had together, the look on your face when you saw  your World Industries skate board. It was a good night.  I'm not haveing such a good day today.  Even after three years I still ask why? Why did you have to leave me here to deal with all the pain and I wish I could have taken your place, I would have.  You should have stayed so you could have grown up, went through high school, fell in love, gone to all your proms, all of it and it is just so unfair.  I wish I could have gotten one last hug and could have told you how much I loved you one more time. Its not the same telling it to the stars.  I hope you knew how much you were loved by all of us and so many others.  People still talk about you to Kent and Larry, they even talk to the school counselor about you and how much you affected them.  We all love you so much Braden, our Brady star.  Happy Birthday honey! I love you.  Close

Happy Birthday Sweet Heart  / Auntie Tammi

Happy Birthday Braden, you are 16 today. Its so hard to believe its been almost 3 years since the last time I saw you, heard your voice or Hugged you. I think of you all the time, I wonder what you would be like, what you would look like and how things might be different if you were still here? Sometime when  I am alone I can hear you in my head asking Auntie Tammi can you take me fishing? I would given anything to be able to tell you yes.  You will forever occupy a place in mine and Uncle James hearts. We love you and we miss you so much. Happy Birthday Darlin. Your Mom, dad, brothers, sister, uncle James and I are going to Pinetop this weekend, we will be sending you a present keep and eye open for it.  I love you and I miss you so much.

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